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So I was totally done with relationships but I’m deeply intrigued by younger girls.
I do realise that I need a wife in order to have a daughter, before I’m able to explore the body of a much younger girl – however, I just don’t feel even slightly attracted to women over 30 and I just cant play the game with them. Besides that, as soon as they figure out my fantasy, the chances of them pushing me away are pretty big and I just don’t feel like putting in that much effort for something that is basically statistical impossible.
At one night I was thinking, what if I adopt a girl?
Is that even possible? What do I need? What is the process? etc.
It wasn’t as hard as I thought. For sure, a man alone asking specifically to adopt a girl would probably raise some red flags, right?
I opened the talk with one of my female friends and I told her, my wish to have children is only growing but I don’t want to go through the struggle of a relationship anymore and I told her that I was thinking about adopting a kid. She fully supported me and even directly offered to be a reference in the process (as that’s requested anyway).
I spoke with her about how I’d prefer to adopt a girl, as I have more in common with girls than with boys. I prefer horsebackriding and watching ballet over going to soccer games every Saturday. I told her that I’d feel pretty scared about asking specifically for a girl and she told me not to worry about it – as these reasons are pretty legit and besides that, as long as I’m not a registered offender, they won’t be all too picky.
After a few months of thinking, I finally decided I wanted to go through with this and I filed a formal request to adopt a girl from the adoption program.
I didn’t request a gender on the form, and I marked: “no preference”.
However, in the shared interest section, I made sure to steer towards a girl and I wrote my hobbies as: Horsebackriding, cooking, ballet, gymnastics and more things like that.
During the interview they asked me if I could show them I was actually participating in those hobbies, which gladly I could.
A few weeks later they called me and notified me that there’s a possible match.
I was pretty excited about the news and I had to go through the formal process of everything.
This took a few weeks, but eventually I got through without a scratch.
They informed me that, during the first 2 or 3 visits they would check with me and her to see if there’s an actual match. In order for the girl not to feel “rejected” for adoption, they usually introduce you as an activity volunteer. As they generally organised activities for the kids, the kids were aware that a volunteer could be a possible “new parent”, but there’s no expectation of adoption on the child’s side, and since evaluation of volunteers was mandatory anyway – this would also not raise any further expectations at all. Which, if you ask me, sounds actually pretty perfect.
The would be that I was in the area for work for a few weeks, but since I’m known with the organisation in my area, I wanted to keep active within the organisation on my days off.
The first day I would volunteer in the orphanage, the second day a small group would go to the zoo with volunteers (me and her included) and the 3rd day it was her turn to make something sweet and simple for the orphanage (like cookies) and I would assist her with that, together with another volunteer.
All days went pretty well and I could feel there was a connection, at least of some kind.
She was a very beautiful girl, with long dark blond hair, brown eyes and you could see that she wasn’t a lazy kid. We talking about everything and nothing, had a small water fight and I could honestly tell she’s a great kid.
After the 3rd day I had to give feedback on how I thought it went and after a few days they called me that she even mentioned in her evaluation that she felt sad that I had to go again.
From there on, things went different and the actually process of adoption started. We had a few private meetings and by now they made her aware that I was a possible new parent for her and she was really excited about it and so was I.
Things kept going well and eventually, after a while, the adoption process was in its final stages.
She was relocated to me and because of this, I got an actual 2 weeks off of work. This is apparently a benefit you get in my country as it’s described in adoption laws as “bonding time”.
This all went well, she said she really enjoyed it and basically no objections were found on any side to reject the full adoption process.
For now, some legal steps were made and we entered the trial period of 2 years, starting basically as a foster parent, where if things were going side ways – everybody had the right still to stop the adoption from happening. Both the kiddo, me but also child protection services and the judge involved in the process.
She was way too young for me anyway, so I didn’t really had any crazy idea’s about her yet even though, I did still have my “masterplan” in mind obviously.
After the 2 years, the adoption was completed and she legally got my last name and from then on the child protection service visits were basically only mandatory for once every 3 months.
After a few years, lets say at the age where boys would start looking at her and her tits develop, I also started looking at her differently. She still didn’t mind about taking showers together. This just stayed a habit.
Normally I would only wash her back, but gradually I started to wash more of her lower back too and I would push my hands a bit further forward under her armpits as well, just so I could touch and feel her sideboob – for what was there, mostly the thoughts of it made me crazy.
She didn’t say anything about it, but this gave me a hard on – which she did notice. She laughed and said: your dick… Its bigger now, why? And she giggled.
I told her, its nothing – it happens sometimes with men and she shouldn’t look at it.
Later that evening, I was thinking about this and I knew we had to go to child protection service again soon and I told her: since you’re getting a bit older now, maybe its time to stop taking showers together. It’s time for you to start doing that yourself.
She laughed and told me: is it because your dick got big?
I laughed and I said: well, apparently it is – so maybe its better to take showers separately from now on. She giggled a bit, but with a disappointed voice she said: okay, I understand.
I asked her, to keep it between us, what had happened, because CPS could have their opinion ready about it. She asked me: but you said its normal and that it happens with men? And I explained to her that: yes, that’s true – but you’re not supposed to see such things yet and CPS can start asking questions and they might not like it.
I was a bit nervous about our next visit to CPS. They take us apart and they can ask questions in a mean way, so I was really scared she would say anything. But at the end of the sessions CPS just told us bye like they always do. When we sat in the car, I asked her: you didn’t say anything about that one day, right? She mentioned that they did ask questions if I had touched her anywhere or that if she had noticed any unusual behaviour from me. But she said she didn’t say anything to them. I was relieved and I just knew that this girl can keep a secret and so more doors were opened for me at that moment.
Later that night we were sitting on the couch, as it was Friday we were watching a movie and she was allowed to stay up a bit longer. In the movie there was a kissing scene and teasingly I told her not to watch and I covered her eyes with my hand. She giggled and said: I know what kissing is, let me watch the movie please!
I asked her: how do you know what kissing is? Have you ever kissed a boy?
She said: no, I haven’t, but at school sometimes they make jokes about it.
I asked her: isn’t there a boy you like in school that you kissed?
She told me: no, I haven’t kissed anybody yet. The boys in school don’t like me that much.
I told her: well, you’re now at an age where boys will start looking at you – do you know how to kiss? Following up on that question, she gave me a kiss on my cheek and said: Like that? It’s not hard.
I told her, not like that, but as they did in the movie?
She told me: no, on your lips? I replied with a simple “yes”. She just looked at me and said: I have never given somebody a kiss on their lips. I told her, well – if there’s a boy you like, you should know how to kiss, so give me a kiss. She started nervously laughing and said: nooo, I cant do that. While she was covering her eyes with both hands.
I told her she can at least try, so that when she meets a boy that really likes her – she at least knows how to aim for the lips – as noses can get in the way. She started to laugh but didn’t say anything. I placed my finger under her chin and turned her head to me and I told her, give me a kiss and try it. She looked at me and said: okay. She sat straight up and gave me a kiss on my lips. She laughed and said: its a lot nicer! I told her, it is and it felt really good, I liked it.
I left it there and we just watched the movie and she went to bed after.
The next day we didn’t really plan anything as it was a rainy day and I asked her: do you want to do something exciting tonight? She asked me what and I told her: I can buy some alcohol for us, so we can get drunk if you want? She looked at me and said: nooo, CPS said I can only drink when I’m 18. I told her that, if she wouldn’t say anything – I wouldn’t. She laughed and said: okay. But they’ll be mad if they find out. I said: I know, that’s why we won’t tell them.
I went to the shop and bought some alcohol like, Bailey’s, Breezer, Pasoa, Flugel, things like that… I got back home and showed her what I brought. She laughed and said: that’s so much.
I told her, she can try anything and since we’re breaking CPS rules anyway, she can just have as much as she wants too.
Her body wasn’t used to alcohol at all, so it didn’t take a lot for the effects to show. She became looser, started to laugh a lot more, making more jokes, wanted to cuddle more, and she also became a bit more bold. I could see that the effects were really kicking in on her and I asked her: are you having fun? She said: this is so much fun, I’m having the best time ever. I laughed and I asked her: can I have some fun too? She asked me what I meant with that and I told her: I love you. She giggled and said: I love you too, you’re the best. As I was hanging back in the couch, I told her, you cant say anything to CPS, or they’ll definitely be mad at us. She agreed and laughed. Once more I put my finger under her chin and I asked her: can you kiss me again? She giggled and didn’t even say anything, turned towards me and immediately kissed me on my lips for like a second only. She was bended over me sideways and when she pulled herself back, I pushed gently on her back, preventing her from going all the way back. I told her, kiss me a bit longer. She giggled and said okay. She kissed me and as her lips touched mine, I moved my other hand on her side. This time it was more like 5 seconds when she wanted to pull back. Once more I pressed her back and I held my other hand on her side. I told her, you’re a very pretty girl, you know that? She looked at me, got a bit of a red face and she just told me: thank you. I was trying to keep eye contact but she got shy and looked away from me. I told her to stay in this position with me.
Out of nowhere she asked me: do you like me?
And I told her: of course I like her, that’s why we’re together.
She said: not like that, she started to giggle and said: your dick was hard and she started laughing pretty loud. I also laughed and replied: well, you’re very pretty – yes, I like that too.
She teasingly said: can I see it again? She got shy again and she didn’t look at me when she asked that. I told her: maybe you’ve had a bit too much of this alcohol, haven’t you?
She laughed and said, but it was so big. I told her, its not big all the time, its not big now, so there’s nothing to see. She asked me why and I said: its only when a man get excited about something. She asked: what were you excited about before then? And I told her that her body was starting to develop in a way that men get excited about it. And I told her again: you cant say this to anybody – or they’ll take you away from me. We shouldn’t be talking about this.
She laughed and said: but I want to see it again, I’m curious. I’m not going to tell anybody.
I told her that… If she wants to see it she can, but I need to get excited first. She asked me how I would get excited and I told her it would probably happen if she gave me a kiss.
Without much thinking she gave me a kiss again on my lips and asked: like that?
I explained to her that, kissing like this is generally done differently. She asked me what I meant and I told when she kisses, she has to open her mouth and give me her tongue.
She laughed and said: that’s gross, I wont do that. I looked at her and didn’t really say anything. I was getting pretty aroused by the idea that she wanted to see it again.
I gently pulled her shirt up and she asked me: what are you doing?
I told her: nothing, I’m sorry.
She said: you did something.
I told her: if you want to get me excited, you should take off your shirt.
She looked at me and asked me: can I see it after I take off my shirt?
I replied with just a yes.
She took off her shirt, she wasn’t wearing a bra and I could see her small tits that just started to grow. Her nipples still pink and very small.
I told her: your body looks amazing. I love it. She giggled and said: okay, you promised, now I want to see it. I unzipped my pants, before I pulled it down I told her: but you really cant tell this to ANYONE, or we’re going to be in big trouble. She giggled again and impatiently said: okay okay, just show it.
With a bit of hesitation I pulled my pants and shorts down a little bit, just enough so I could take my dick out. She said: its big. How does it get so big? I told her, its normal if a guy is older the dick also gets bigger.
She laughed and said: ok, put it away.
I was too excited now and I didn’t. I just grabbed it and very slowly jerked off a little bit.
I looked at her and placed one hand on her back and I just told her, this will tickle a bit.
Before she could even reply I pushed her towards me and her nipples were at exactly the right spot. My tongue reached out and I licked her nipples. She started to giggle and said: that tickles, don’t!
I asked her: do you like me?
She said: I do, why?
I asked her: do you like it here?
She said: yes, why?
I told her: give them to me and lets have a bit more fun.
I pushed her back towards me and I sucked gently on her nipple.
A little bit scared she asked me: what are you doing? And I told her: It’s fine, you’ll enjoy it.
She said: “but it tickles, stop. And what are you doing with your dick?” As I started to jerk off a bit faster with her nipple on my tongue.
I told her that, I’m too excited now to just stop and I wanted to see her naked again.
She asked me why and I told her: if a man likes a girl, he wants to have with her.
She started to giggle loudly and asked: you want to have with me?
I confirmed and told her yes. She asked me, but what about CPS?
I explained to her that, if she’d say anything – they’d take her away from me.
She didn’t say anything and I could feel that she wanted to stand up. I asked her: what are you doing? To which she said: you wanted to see me naked? I let her go and she pulled her pants down. She was standing completely naked in front of me and asked me: now what?
I told her to come sit on my lap and I could feel her dry pussy pressing on my dick.
As I slowly thrusted back and forth (not in) I could feel that her pussy was becoming a little bit wet. She asked me what I was doing and that it felt funny.
I grabbed her sides, her body was so soft and warm. I told her to kiss me again.
As she leaned forward to kiss me, I placed one of my hands on her back and the other one on her small tits. They really weren’t bigger than a AAcup, I’d say they were even slightly small than that. I gently squeezed them as she placed her lips on mine. Her pussy was getting ready for action as I could feel that her dry pussy became wet.
She told me she has the feeling of butterflies in her belly and I told her that that’s absolutely normal in a moment like this. I kept thrusting back and forth slowly and I asked her one more time to stick her tongue out for me. I told her: I gave you the alcohol to have fun, let me kiss your tongue to have fun. She giggled and said: okay, but only a little bit.
She stuck her tongue out like the 😛 emoji and I gently sucked on it and rolled my tongue over it. She said: ew, that’s really gross. I told her she’ll start to like it if she lets me a few more seconds longer. She agreed and stuck her tongue out one more time. I told her not to retract it and to trust me with this. As my tongue started to play with hers, I could feel that she started to move her tongue around a little bit too. At this moment I asked her: do you like it now? To which she answered: weirdly enough, yes. I smiled and told her to keep going. I grabbed her hand and placed it on my ear. It was like her instinct kicked in and she slowly started moving her fingertips through my hear, over my skull.
She told me that the butterflies in her belly were getting heavier and it really started to tickle her. I told her: are you nervous? She said: A little. I asked her: are you having a good time? She said: yes. So I told her: then don’t worry about it. Enjoy the tickles, I have them too, its fine.
After I told her this, she started to move around her tongue a bit more and we were actually properly french kissing.
I told her to lay on her back, as I wanted to let her feel something else really nice.
She layed on her back and I spread her legs. This was the tightest looking pussy I’ve ever seen in my life. I could see the dawny hairs and my dick was just pulsating out of excitement.
I placed my lips over her pussy and gently started to suck on it and massaging it with my tongue.
I could feel her muscles contracting and she forcefully breathed out and I think I even heard a small moan. I asked her: do you like this? She answered: “That feels so weird, but so nice”.
I told her, “See? Trust me a little”.
After a few minutes I couldn’t hold myself anymore. I told her, I’ll let you feel something else amazing. I crawled up a little bit and rubbed my dick against her clit. She was very wet by now. A bit shocked she looked at me and asked: what are you doing?
I told her, don’t worry. How’s the tickles going? She said: they’re so intense right now. I smiled and I said: enjoy it. I kept gently rubbing my dick through her labia and against her clit. At one point I told her: I want to put it inside of you so badly. She looked at me and said: I don’t understand what you mean, but it feels like I want it too.
I leaned forward and before I could even reach her lips, she already grabbed my head and started to kiss me again. As our tongues touched and I kept gently rubbing my dick against her clit, she moaned a little bit. I smiled and I asked: You like it, don’t you? She just hummed yes and didn’t say a thing. I told her, it’ll hurt you a little bit – but don’t worry. I’ll be gently. She moaned and hummed yes at the same time and my dick pushed against her muscle to get inside of her.
I actually had to put some effort there, that’s how tight it was.
She moaned with a high pitch and I told her, its fine, just keep kissing me – the paint won’t last long. You can let me hear it if it hurts you, but keep kissing me.
As I pushed my dick in slowly, I could hear her moan a little from pain, with the high pitch and that was the best sound I’ve ever heard in my entire life.
She stopped kissing me and fully opened her mouth. My mouth still covered her mouth and I could hear her say: autch. I kissed her on her nose and I told her, it’ll be fine.
My dick was about half in by now and I started to slowly thrust in and out. Her highpitched moaning continued and I told her to start kissing me again after the pain is gone.
After a few minutes of very slow thrusting, she started to kiss me again and I asked her: does it feel good now? To which she replied: it starts to feel better now.
I started to gently thrust more and by now my entire 18 cm dick was inside of her.
I knew that’s what hurt her a little bit, she’s only like 1.40cm tall. I started to thrust a bit faster and she started to breath more intense. After a minute or so she started to breath intense, her moaning got loader and she grabbed my hair tighter. She said, I’m getting a weird feeling, please stop. I told her: this is exactly the moment where I don’t stop. I kept thrusting in the same speed and it didn’t take her long before her pussy tightened even more and she actually couldn’t control her moaning anymore. As her moaning decreased she said: what was that? That was so amazing. I told her, now its my turn and within 30seconds I blew my load inside her.
I told her one more time, don’t tell anybody about this – because we’ll get in seriously trouble if you do. And if you don’t tell anyone, we’ll do this a lot more often.
