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I lie awake, the sound of Dallas’s soft, steady breathing the only thing grounding me to reality. A stark contrast to the chaos that pulsed through the Admiral’s room just hours before. My body feels heavy, and the soreness in my muscles is a lingering reminder of the night’s intensity. The air is cool against my bare skin, but there’s a slow burn beneath that coolness—an ache that stretches deeper than just physical exhaustion.
What am I doing?
I roll onto my side, careful not to disturb Dallas, who is still fast asleep beside me. His arm drapes loosely across my waist, his breathing steady and calm. There’s a part of me that wants to snuggle closer to him, to bask in the warmth and comfort of his familiar presence, but something holds me back. It’s not him. It’s me.
The Admiral’s voice still echoes in my head, his final words a lingering thread that pulls at my thoughts: “You just got upgraded from my baby girl to my bitch.” The way he said it—possessive, raw—sent a jolt through me then, but now, in the stillness of the early morning, I feel something else. A creeping uncertainty.
I slip out of bed as quietly as I can, throwing on one of Dallas’s oversized Tshirts. My feet touch the cold floor, and the sensation grounds me, cutting through the haze of lust and exhaustion. The house is still. The Admiral is nowhere to be seen.
I move toward the window, peeking through the curtains. The sky is a muted black, the darkness feels close enough to touch. I stare out at the quiet landscape, my mind a tangled mess of thoughts I can’t quite unravel.
Is this what I want? To be caught between two men, both vying for control in their own ways? To be pushed and pulled between desire and dominance, my body a playground for their power?
I swallow hard, pressing my forehead against the cool glass. The truth is, I don’t know. Part of me is exhilarated by the idea—by the way they make me feel, the way they take me to places I’ve never been. But another part of me—the part that’s always in control, always planning, always thinking—feels a pang of guilt, of doubt.
Where does this leave me? Where does this leave any of us?
I came here with the intent of spending a fun weekend hiking, fishing, and playing board games. A simple, carefree escape. But now everything feels complicated, twisted in ways I hadn’t anticipated. What started as innocent plans has unraveled into something much deeper, and more consuming. The lines between fantasy and reality have blurred, and I’m not sure how to pull them apart anymore.
I feel like I’m teetering on the edge of something—something I can’t fully comprehend, and what scares me most is that a part of me wants to fall.
How was I supposed to just go back to normal life after this? How was I supposed to go back to school and just pretend like I’m not a completely changed woman? I had experienced something I was sure most other girls my age could never even fathom. I doubt most of them would even entertain the idea of being with a man who’s old enough to be their father. But I also doubt any woman could resist a man like the Admiral.
I’m deep in thought when I notice a shift in the atmosphere. I don’t even need to turn to see him—his presence is commanding enough to announce itself.
“I… can’t sleep,” I say, chewing my lip.
“And yet, you were still able to put him to sleep like I told you. Mmm… such a good girl,” he praises.
I suck in a deep breath, trying not to let him rile me up. “Can I ask you a question?”
“Go ahead.” His tone is almost too agreeable.
“I can’t shake the feeling that you know more about me than I do. You have control over me, and I’m letting you have it, even though it doesn’t make sense. And you keep asserting your dominance over Dallas like you’re positioning yourself above him, and I can’t figure out why. So what do you want from me—beyond this week? Is this all just some power play to you? Or is there something real here?”
The Admiral moves closer, his presence overwhelming yet calculated, his gaze locking onto mine with that familiar intensity.
“You’re right, baby girl,” he murmurs, his voice a low, velvety rumble. “I do know more about you than you think. You may not understand why you’re letting me have this control, but I do. Because you crave it. You need someone to take you to the edge, to challenge what you thought you knew about yourself.”
His fingers lightly graze my arm, trailing a path that makes my skin tingle. “As for Dallas… I’m not positioning myself above him. I’m showing you something—something he hasn’t been able to give you. And you feel it, don’t you?”
He leans in, his breath warm against my ear. “This isn’t just a game to me. I see you, Aiyana. I know what you want, what you need… even if you don’t fully know it yet. There’s something real here, but you’re not ready to admit it to yourself.”
His lips brush against my neck, barely a whisper, sending a shiver down my spine. “I don’t just want you for this week. I want you for as long as you can handle me.”
He pulls back just enough to meet my eyes, his expression both commanding and tender. “The question is… are you ready to let me in completely? To let me take you where you’ve never been before?”
The moonlight filters through the curtains, casting a soft glow on his face, and highlighting the wisdom in his eyes.
“Come with me,” he murmurs, taking my hand in his. His touch is firm but gentle, guiding me without resistance.
I follow him down the dimly lit hallway, my heart pounding in my chest. The Admiral’s room feels warmer and more intimate than it had a few hours ago. A single lamp casts a golden hue over the space, making everything feel softer and more inviting. He closes the door behind us, and the world outside seems to fade away.
He sits on the edge of the bed, pulling me close. “Sit with me,” he says, his voice a soothing balm to my frayed nerves. I hesitate for a moment before settling beside him, our bodies aligned, his warmth seeping into me.
“What you said earlier… it made sense,” I admit, my voice barely above a whisper. “But it also scared me. I don’t want to be just a pawn in someone else’s game.”
The Admiral nods, his expression softening. “You’re not, baby girl. You never will be. Every action I take, every word I speak, it’s all about guiding you, showing you who you are, and what you can become. But I need you to understand something— is an exchange of energy. The person you let inside you should only have the best intentions for you. They should love and care for you with the same sincerity they care for themselves.”
His fingers trail up my arm, leaving a wake of a tingling sensation. “There are behaviors you should never accept. Disrespect, cruelty, selfishness—those are red flags. True connection, the kind we’re exploring, is built on mutual respect, trust, and genuine caring. Do you understand?”
I nod slowly, absorbing his words. “Yes, I think so.”
He smiles a rare, genuine smile that reaches his eyes. “Good. Now, let me show you what real connection feels like.”
Before I can respond, his lips find mine, soft and searching. The kiss deepens, his tongue parting my lips, inviting me to explore. My body responds instinctively, melting into him, my hands finding their way to his chest. The steady thump of his heartbeat beneath my fingertips grounds me, anchoring me in the moment.
He pulls back slightly, his eyes filled with a tenderness I hadn’t seen before. “Relax, let yourself feel,” he whispers. “Give yourself permission to enjoy this.”
I do as he says, letting go of the tension in my muscles, and allowing his touch to guide me. His hands move with purpose, peeling off my shirt, and exposing my bare skin to the cool air. His fingers trace patterns on my back, sending shivers down my spine.
“Beautiful,” he murmurs, his breath hot against my ear. His hands cup my breasts, his thumbs grazing my nipples, sending jolts of pleasure straight to my core.
I moan softly, leaning into his caress. His mouth moves to my neck, kissing, nipping, leaving a trail of fire in its wake. “Look at me,” he commands, his voice low and throaty. I meet his gaze, my breath catching in my throat. His eyes are dark, filled with desire, but also with something deeper, something that speaks of understanding, and acceptance.
“You deserve to be worshiped,” he says, his voice thick with emotion. “To be cherished. Let me show you that.”
With that, he gently lays me back on the bed, his body following mine down. His weight is comforting, and grounding, sealing us together in a cocoon of warmth and intimacy. His kisses move lower, his tongue licking around my nipples, making them pebble under his attention.
“So responsive,” he praises, his hands squeezing my hips. “Such a good girl.”
His mouth moves further south, his beard tickling my sensitive skin. When his lips finally reach my core, I gasp, arching my back. His tongue slides between my folds, tasting, teasing, driving me wild.
“Oh God,” I whimper, my hands gripping the sheets. “Please don’t stop.”
“Mmm, baby girl,” he murmurs against my flesh, his voice muffled. “You don’t have to worry about that. I could eat your pussy for breakfast, lunch, and dinner if you let me.”
His tongue circles my clit, flicking faster and harder, until I’m trembling on the edge of release. “Please,” I beg, my voice breaking. “I need…”
“Shh,” he soothes, his fingers joining his tongue, thrusting inside me in perfect harmony. “Just feel. Let it happen.”
And it does. Wave after wave of ecstasy crashes over me, my body convulsing in his hold. He doesn’t stop, keeps pushing me higher until I’m sobbing with the force of it.
When he finally pulls back, my body still quivers, my mind reeling from the intensity. He climbs back up, positioning himself between my legs, his erection pressing against my thigh. “Ready for more?” he asks, his eyes locked onto mine.
I nod, too dazed to speak. He enters me slowly, deliberately, filling me inch by inch. The stretch is exquisite, the fullness overwhelming. “Feel how I’m moving with you,” he says, his voice rough. “Feel how we’re one, how you’re part of me.”
His thrusts are slow, and measured, each one blending with my breaths, our hearts syncing in perfect rhythm. “This is what connection feels like,” he murmurs, his forehead resting against mine. “This is how it should always be.”
I close my eyes, losing myself in the sensation, of his words. “I’m falling,” I whisper, my voice cracking. “I’m falling in love with you.”
His movements falter, his eyes widening in surprise. “Are you sure?”
“Yes,” I breathe, tears pooling in my eyes. “I can’t deny it anymore.”
His expression softens, a look of pure adoration crossing his face. “Then let’s fall together,” he says, his thrusts speeding up, becoming more urgent. I could feel myself slipping into something deeper, something I hadn’t anticipated. There was something between us that I hadn’t found with anyone else—not even Dallas. The Admiral wasn’t just claiming my body—he was claiming a part of my soul, reaching into parts of me I didn’t know existed. I didn’t just feel him; I felt us, as though we were becoming one in a way I’d never thought possible.
His eyes locked onto mine, and in that instant, everything else disappeared. I could feel his heart pounding in rhythm with mine as if we were connected on a level beyond anything I’d ever known. At that moment, nothing else mattered—not the questions, not the uncertainty—just him, and this feeling that had taken root deep inside me.
The intensity of our connection was overwhelming, a tidal wave of emotion that threatened to drown me. His dick pulsed inside me, each beat echoing the rhythm of my racing heart.
“Aiyana,” he murmured, his voice a deep rumble that vibrated through my entire body. “Look at me.”
I obeyed, lifting my gaze to meet his. His eyes were dark pools of desire, yet there was something else there—something tender, something almost reverent. It was as if he was seeing me for the first time, truly seeing me, beyond the surface.
He reached up, his thumb brushing tenderly across my cheekbone. “You are so beautiful,” he whispered, his voice filled with awe. “So perfect.”
A shiver ran down my spine at his words, a mix of pleasure and vulnerability. I had always known I was attractive, but hearing it from him, feeling it in every fiber of my being was different. It felt real, genuine.
His hand slid down to cup my jaw, his fingers tracing the line of my neck. “Do you trust me?” he asked, his tone serious, almost solemn.
I hesitated for a moment, caught between the rush of emotions and the lingering doubts. But then I nodded a slow, deliberate movement. “Yes,” I breathed, my voice barely audible. “I trust you.”
His grip on my jaw tightened slightly, just enough to make me gasp. “Good,” he said, his voice gruff. “Because I’m not letting you go.”
With that, he pulled back slightly, his thick member sliding out of me with a slick sound. I felt the loss instantly, a void that he had been filling me so completely. But before I could react, he flipped me onto my stomach, positioning my hips higher.
“Spread your legs,” he commanded, his voice firm yet gentle. He reached over to grab some lubricant from the nightstand.
I obeyed without thinking, spreading my knees wider apart. The cool air brushed against my damp thighs, sending goosebumps across my skin. I could feel the heat radiating off of him as he positioned himself behind me, his hands gripping my hips tightly.
“I need you to relax,” he instructed, his voice soothing. “Show me that you trust me.”
I took a deep breath, releasing the tension that had coiled in my muscles. He poured a generous amount of lube on my exposed rim, coating his dick with the shimmering liquid. He slowly prodded his erection into my tight asshole, inch by inch, until he was fully embedded. My body welcomed him, the sensation of fullness returning with a vengeance.
He began to move, his thrusts slow and deliberate, each one punctuated by a soft grunt from him. I could feel every ridge of his dick, the way it rubbed against my inner walls, igniting sparks of pleasure with each pass. My arms trembled beneath me, my hands clutching at the sheets as waves of ecstasy rolled through me.
“Ugghh Ahhahhh, Oh shii…..” I moaned, my voice breaking.
He chuckled softly, the sound vibrating through his chest. “Just wait,” he said, his voice a low growl. “I’m just getting started.”
With that, he increased his pace, his thrusts becoming harder, faster. Each impact pushed me closer to the edge, the sensations building in my core like a pressure cooker about to explode. My breaths turned into labored pants, my nails digging into the mattress as I struggled to keep up.
“Mmhh….Uuhhgh……..Hhaaaa”
His thrusts were brutal now, each one driving the air from my lungs. I could feel my orgasm building, a tight coil deep within me that was seconds away from snapping. The Admiral pounded into me mercilessly, his own release imminent.
“Come for me, baby girl,” he growled, his voice strained. “Give it to me.”
I throw my whole body into his unyielding plunges, submitting fully to his command. He wraps his fingers around my throat, pulling me back into this chest. He shoves his other hand into my slit, drowning his fingers in my pussy as he forcefully strokes my clit.
I choke on my own words, I want to beg him to stop, but I’m just left chewing at the air.
“Who does this pussy belong to?” He commands.
I can’t speak, but I attempt to let out an audible whimper, “Yyyooouuee”
“Uh huh, and who does this ass belong to?”
“Yyyoooouuu,” I squeak out breathlessly.
My body begins to relent with pleasure and pain. My muscles tense and contract uncontrollably, my nerve endings feel like they’re exploding.
The Admiral thinks quickly and moves us from the bed to the floor in a quick motion, right as a full gush of liquid leaves my body.
My body trembles violently. The Admiral follows right after, his thrusts stuttering as he spills inside me, his release filling me with warmth.
The Admiral has to hold me upright, my legs have turned to jelly, and I slump in his embrace. He lets his dick soften and slide out of me before he lifts my weak frame and places me on the bed.
We lay there, our bodies folding into each other. I feel the weight of his arm draped over me, pulling me close, and for the first time, I just let myself feel it all.
I had admitted I was falling in love with him, and if I’m being honest, my love for Dallas was beginning to waiver. I wasn’t sure if I could even love him the same way anymore. Not after tonight.
In this moment I want to give in to the Admiral completely, to see how far this will go, even if it means losing everything else in the process. I’m willing to give it all up for him.
I realize this situation is making me think like a crazy person. I should just pack my bags and leave, I tell myself. Yet, as the thought crosses my mind, my body remains still, cocooned in the warmth of his embrace. I don’t move. I can’t. My heart has already chosen.
The Admiral stirs beside me, his arm tightening around me as if sensing my inner turmoil. His touch is grounding, pulling me…
